Recently, I've been giving more thought to the value of play and playfulness in my practice. I'm not talking about whimsical or humorous work; I am referring more to the importance of remembering how to have fun. Though I sometimes fancy myself an amateur philosopher, I have to admit I decided to 'just play' for a bit because I was hitting a wall in the studio trying to figure out what to make, the meaning of the work, and whether or not it successfully embodies the concepts I want to explore. I tell you, I had a headache by the end of most days and much earlier on some!
As the weather has been getting nicer here in western New York, I've been taking more short walks. At first, I was just after a bit of fresh air and a stretch of the legs. One day I realized I was walking as fast as I could, even though I had no particular reason to hurry. Even as I told myself to slow down and take a breath, stop to smell a flower or two I felt my pace physically slow. I noticed small, red-tipped buds on the tree I was passing. Suddenly I remembered how much I loved walking in the woods or on the beach when I was a kid. Few things make me as happy as collecting shells along the shoreline. Sadly, I'm a bit far from the Alantic at the moment, but even the brief walk across campus provides multitudes of details to see. I decided to play a game with myself; I challenged myself to continue walking slowly - I mean church-aisle-procession slowly - all the way back to the studio. Physically, of course, this was quite easy, but with dozens of other people hustling along at a pace on the "Quarter Mile," I wasn't sure I was brave enough to walk so publicly to a different drummer.
Within a minute, I felt more interested in grass blades and budding flowers than in the people hurrying around me. Some tension inside me began to uncoil and I found myself breathing slowly, deeply.
By the time I got back to the studio just a few minutes later, I felt relaxed and energized - a combination I must say has been somewhat elusive lately.
Other ways I've tried to invite the spirit of play have included creating a non-competitive game - complete with dollar store prizes - to play during a recent group critique of my work, creating a new literary genre that involves both appropriation and unwitting collaboration (hey, if you're gonna make stuff up, make it interesting!) I call 'gleaned poetry,' and replacing my studio chair with a large balance ball. Each of these changes has given me a little more energy, a new reason to laugh, and inspired me to think and act creatively throughout each day.
If you don't believe me, check out what some smarter people than I have to say:Stuart Brown and
Tim Brown each had quite interesting views on the topic of play and creativity at the 2008 Serious Play TED conference. You can watch Stuart's video
here and Tim's
here on Ted.com.
Have fun out there, and let me know what you do to keep your practice playful.